perasan atau perasaan?? envy or jealousy??

its been a week since i think about these words...i've been thinking critically lately..takder keje kan instead of worrying my SPM student..haih..

perasan atau perasaan??
sometimes, the evil side of ur soul dominant urself..thinking how bad other people are and how nice r u being..dont lie ha..semua mesti pernah rasa mcm tu kan..the point is, is it true that other people are bad???or that just the dark side of urself,perasaan??or the bad people really feel that they are bad??perasan??got the point??

ok, nex example..u r beautiful..and u r lucky that everyone noticed ur beauty..that perasaan for other people..feeling that u r beauty..but, if u beauty and people just ignore that and u act so much to grab other people attention, like put a sign on ur dahi wrote "i am pretty"...that is not beauty dear, that is perasan..so, kalau dah cantik tak pyh poyo2 okes..people noticed u r beatiful and full stop!!no need to react so much sampai irritating jadinyer..well, inner beauty is priority..and u dont have that..pathetic..=(

envy or jealosy??
i remember there is a person once told me that envy is the positive side of jealousy..setuju tak??

envy means, u adore for someone or something that other people have but u dont..and..u want to be them..but in ur own way..yelah, kalau kawan kita ader bf, and bf nyer perfect from ur side of view, takkan kita nak rampas bf kwn kita kan??we try to find other person that also perfect as we want him to be..kan kan??this is from my own term and definition..

jealousy??define ur self..i can't find the term..hehehe help me..can't u??